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Mistaken identity.
12:50 AM, Monday, November 3, 2008,
Ever felt like you just constantly screw up? make decisions which aren't exactly the best, or feel as though your every move can either make someone happy - but in the process dissapoint another. Well thats how i feel right now =='' and to be honest its the most annoying feeling ever. & if your reading this, wondering what ever happened to that 'nothing can rain on my parade' happy girl yesterday- she crawled into a hole the second she relised what was happening. As you may well be aware of- she isnt that bright.
Anyways today i rocked up at school @ 8:00 and headed off to period 0..whereby i had no teacher since the guy decided he would go to an excursion and not even notify us -.- didnt really affect me anyways since i have officially dropped business studies ! YAY ^^!
Next two periods were full of talks on effecient study methods & an assembly on why our year rated so negatively on the previous src survey.. & then came double english where we continued on the crucible - an awesome books for anyone who wants a good read btw
mm.. after a very stinking HOT day *ahem* >___>".. i met up with Viet & Dustin for a study session at the library... as predicted the library is pretty gay.
THANK YOU VIET FOR YOUR YEARBOOK<3 i will guard it with my life(:
Ohh ! and during that study skills seminar today, they showed us a pretty cool picture.
"so close.. yet so far" ..
The mouse has its cheese to keep it happy. just a natural human instinct and abillity i guess. We all go after the things we want right?
In my case.. all i can do is sit back and stare.. unable to move any closer, almost super-glued to the ground.
Maybe its just a gay phase im going through, but it sure is having a full-on effect.
.. pschh lets move on ! (x keke .. mm after being constantly harrased by one Mr Quang Nguyen ive decided to start that horrendous activity & maybe even finish it ? =P haha suprise suprise i know !
heres what i have to do: Think of 5 people and write down what you want to say to them but never will be able to. Keep it anonymous.
1. How we ended up the way we are today honestly shocks the shit out of me. Just under two years ago you were one of my closest friends, and what you have done to the people around you, the people you were suppose to love and care for is unforgivable. But its ok, i try and tolerate you as much as i can, and even though its quite hard, i know that somewhere deep inside you - is that little girl whom i once knew and loved. After everything you have overcome for the past year, its made me relise that yes, you are human too.. and that all you are looking for is abit of understanding, and for that i forgive you.
2. your an easy one on my superb list! I really dont know where i would be without you, and even though it sounds like the typical cliche corny stuff, i know that you are someone i can always count on. We havent known each other for that long (just an odd 5-6 years now) and along the way it wasnt always as strong as it is now.. so all i can say is that you truly are one of a kind, my complete other half. *Remember darling, were the "dynamic duo" says our year 8 science teacher. I'm always going to be here to catch you when you fall and be around for as long as i live so we can grow old and wrinkly together. (this is the part where i make saggy faces at you xD) This is just the beginning for you and me! we have a long way to go yet<3
3. Your another person i havent known for that long.. but for the period in which i have gotten to know you better by the day, im begining to find myself falling head over heels for everything that you are. You have me constantly thinking about you and even though you may not know it, distracting me from my everyday routines ( something which i thank you for dearly). How we both perceive one another is out of my control, so all i can hope for is the best. Your definitely a treasure worth fighting for, and someone im scared of losing. I hope we do grow old together, because I can’t imagine my life without someone as wonderful as you in it. You and I keep each other forever young. (=
4. Your the mild one on my list, and though i cannot dislike you (for unknown reasons) you are someone i automatically care for. The relationship we have is very unstable, and it is because you put it upon yourself to deceive everyone around you.. playing the nice guy when all along its all just an act. You use people, and for all the wrong doings you have shoved at me.. i cannot forget about you, thought i will not help you.
5. Last but not least number 5. Of late, things havent been going very well.. or even smoothly. I've said this line many times before and i will say it again. 'its funny how times can change things so instantaneously that you didnt even know that it had happened'. This is one of those situations. I do like you, no doubt about that.. but will that ever be enough to pull us through? It seems to me that our opinions differ as the days go by and we find ourselves to have less in common then we had originally thought. You were always someone there for me, but it looks like i dont know you as well as i thought i had. In time it will get better.
Im sorry to those who i had bored with my endless chit chat. so i`ll leave it here for you guys to think about. These 5 thoughts do and may apply to more than one person, and please do not assume one of them is you without clarifying it. To all my friends & family i love you dearly, (& this exercise was not out to hurt anyone, but possibly even give them an enriching feeling) i hope your happy quang :D im done.